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This morning the rising sun shone through the window directly into the shower, directly into the water on my face, fracturing into light beams directed to my soul – I had a vision of an image of a version of me stripped down to… Continue Reading “The Square Root of Ominous Existentialism is Just Prayer, I Guess”
a final “journey paper” for Media Ethics course, written August 28, 2025 This whole thing was born out of a sense of profound weariness; it was my panicked answer to a year of continuous failure, my attempt to avoid further ego death. Or,… Continue Reading “A Nudge Toward Freedom”
God reaches out. God is not bi- or multi- lingual, but omniscient, all-language-speaking, the OG chameleon, a force that is undefinable – all that to say it’s not about which story is the true one, or truest of them all. The stories are love-letters… Continue Reading “The End Times or the Great Awakening – Whose Story is it?”
“I am at war with my desire; I keep trying to be free of it … but I’m tortured instead,” I said to him, this man I regard so highly. He said, after an extremely Buddhist pause, “the teaching is not to be rid… Continue Reading “At War with Desire”